Heart’s palpitating… Feels like it’s being crushed… I don’t know why…

I envy people who can put logic to their emotions… who can explain what’s happening with their own selves… But often, I leave myself confused… Like my body is a stranger to my soul…

I try to be strong… to think like a guy… a guy doesn’t have drama… and doesn’t let emotions go their way… they put logic to everything…

… no matter how I try… sometimes… I’m just a girl… with a very delicate heart, and I don’t know what to do anymore to protect it…

Sang at Rockeoke tonight… Poker Face wasn’t the song for me… Next time I’ll sing “Under the bridge” by Red Hot Chili Peppers or “Again” by Lenny Kravitz. Two girls sang “Sex on Fire”… I still like my rendition better IMHO.

Today, a bit sickly…

At night, got a bit emo from reading my friend’s blog from Romania…

Now, shall retire to sleep…

I’m done being the “Very understanding girlfriend”

I’m over pretending…

I can’t rush anymore,
Continue reading