Feb 5 2010

Stranger to My Soul

Heart’s palpitating… Feels like it’s being crushed… I don’t know why…

I envy people who can put logic to their emotions… who can explain what’s happening with their own selves… But often, I leave myself confused… Like my body is a stranger to my soul

I try to be strong… to think like a guy… a guy doesn’t have drama… and doesn’t let emotions go their way… they put logic to everything…

… no matter how I try… sometimes… I’m just a girl… with a very delicate heart, and I don’t know what to do anymore to protect it…


Feb 1 2010

Poker Face

Sang at Rockeoke tonight… Poker Face wasn’t the song for me… Next time I’ll sing “Under the bridge” by Red Hot Chili Peppers or “Again” by Lenny Kravitz. Two girls sang “Sex on Fire”… I still like my rendition better IMHO.

Today, a bit sickly…

At night, got a bit emo from reading my friend’s blog from Romania…

Now, shall retire to sleep…


Jan 9 2010

I’m done with love

I’m done being the “Very understanding girlfriend”

I’m over pretending…

I can’t rush anymore,
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Dec 31 2009

Losing the Ability to Love

Have you ever been hurt before
Do you hate the person that hurt you?
Hate that person for making you never able to love someone else
losing the ability to love
but have you thought, when you’re hurt
the other person’s in more pain
You don’t know that she wants to find you
and she wants to say the phrase she couldn’t before
even if… the whole world objects. I want to be with you…

- Hi, My sweetheart


Dec 27 2009

Unpretty

Today, I plurked about a fan who wrote a blog post for me.  Then someone replied “crush ka lang nun.”

It made me wonder then, if I’m unpretty, would the world still love me?


Dec 23 2009

The Pupil in Denial

Have you heard of the song “Blower’s Daughter” by Damien Rice?  If not well listen to the lovely song below and take note of the beautiful lyrics.  Of course, we interpret it differently depending on how our mind thinks based on each of our own experiences.  To Damien however, he had a really nice story behind this song.

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Dec 21 2009

I Bruise Easily

That girl in the video – is me… Especially the mermaid part.  I bruise easily.

I Bruise Easily Lyrics

My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been
And I can’t hide the marks, but it’s not a negative thing
So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes
I’m learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I’ve found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do you know you’re leaving them all over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith I’ll never know
So I’m learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily,

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily


Dec 15 2009

Who Am I To Say You Love Me

Ria Ritchi once again sang one of my favorite songs.  I blogged about her once here.  I’m blogging about her again.  She’s from the UK and she really has a nice voice… Listen to this nice song… One I can relate to…

Who am I to say you love me?

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Nov 16 2009

If I fall

Because sufing is <3 and I miss it…

and the song is <3 so I like it…

… and if I fall…

UPDATE: I am planning to organize a surf trip for bloggers and friends… Please comment below if you are interested!