Dec 31 2009

Losing the Ability to Love

Have you ever been hurt before
Do you hate the person that hurt you?
Hate that person for making you never able to love someone else
losing the ability to love
but have you thought, when you’re hurt
the other person’s in more pain
You don’t know that she wants to find you
and she wants to say the phrase she couldn’t before
even if… the whole world objects. I want to be with you…

- Hi, My sweetheart


Dec 31 2009

Closing Time

Closing time for the new year and what am I doing?

December 29, 2009

Supposedly my last day at the office.  I cried when my London counterpart called me to say “good luck” and “good bye.”  It didn’t sink in to me at first that I was leaving because I think I was still busy at work transitioning my process.
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Dec 27 2009

Unpretty

Today, I plurked about a fan who wrote a blog post for me.  Then someone replied “crush ka lang nun.”

It made me wonder then, if I’m unpretty, would the world still love me?


Dec 23 2009

The Pupil in Denial

Have you heard of the song “Blower’s Daughter” by Damien Rice?  If not well listen to the lovely song below and take note of the beautiful lyrics.  Of course, we interpret it differently depending on how our mind thinks based on each of our own experiences.  To Damien however, he had a really nice story behind this song.

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Dec 21 2009

Hush

I’ve been writing on my secret blog. It’s open to everyone, but it’s sprinkled with a hidden identity.  No one would have guessed it’s mine.  There’s no trace to it.  Unless you think you’re the subject :P

Sometimes I wonder, what’s the point in this?  It’s for me to share a subtle secret to the world with anonymity.  It’s for those who can relate, but need not know who the real author is.  No one will ever know… Hush…


Dec 21 2009

I Bruise Easily

That girl in the video – is me… Especially the mermaid part.  I bruise easily.

I Bruise Easily Lyrics

My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been
And I can’t hide the marks, but it’s not a negative thing
So I let down my guard, drop my defences, down by my clothes
I’m learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I’ve found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do you know you’re leaving them all over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith I’ll never know
So I’m learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily,

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There’s a mark you leave, like a love heart, carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can’t scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily
I bruise easily


Dec 15 2009

Who Am I To Say You Love Me

Ria Ritchi once again sang one of my favorite songs.  I blogged about her once here.  I’m blogging about her again.  She’s from the UK and she really has a nice voice… Listen to this nice song… One I can relate to…

Who am I to say you love me?

click more for lyrics
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Dec 9 2009

Yes, I Folk Danced before – Dancing the Sinalampati

I know right!

My grade school and high school life flashed before me!  Since I will be out of job soon :P , I will have more time to do what I love to do best – DANCING!  I am born a dancer!  and I love music!  If you deprive me of these two I’d die!

Anyway, the main reason why my weight in high school remained in the range of 80 lbs to 90 lbs despite the fact that I eat breakfast TWICE and I eat like a guy, is because I dance whenever chance I get!  I represented my school before through dance competitions particularly Folk-dancing (hardy-har-har).  It doesn’t sound cool but since I went to an all-girl school (St. Scholastica’s Academy – Bacolod) and there were not much guys to flirt with… I dedicated my time to DANCING!

NOPSSCEA Competitions

I can’t count anymore the many times I represented our school for inter-school and regional championships.  Yes – Folk Dancing is a competition … It is a “sport” and I was one of the dancers (together with my best buddies Angh and Drei) who represented our school for NOPSSCEA (Negros Occidental Private Schools Sports Cultural Educational Association).

Sinalampati – Folk Dance

Sinalampati is actually a “registered” Folk Dance in our Philippine Literature.  When you compete for Folk Dances, you need to follow the rules.  For this particular dance you have a “recipe” – a specific choreography in the official Philippine Musical Literature books that you need to follow.  If you drive away from the choreography, you would get deductions.  The only way you could beat others in this dance is the execution and your “creative introduction and ending” which you can change creatively.

The word “sinalampati” means “dove-like”. It imitates the action of the mother dove fondling, caressing and feedingits young. Only girls take part in this particular feminine dance.  This particular dance also involves a lot of “hopping” as it imitates the dove’s gesture… hopping :D   So if you wonder why I got nice muscles on my legs… it’s because I had to train for this for almost 6 years in my life…  All the hopping toned my legs well.

Here’s a sample of a sinalampati dance.  This is actually the best Sinalampati dance I have ever seen!  and they have the nicest costume!!! and the BEST Choreography… whoever this team is… Congratulations!  Very classy, very nice!  You have made the Philippine Literature very proud.

Find me in the picture below. :P LOL

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This is just one of the many things I miss in high school…

Did I also tell you that I’m a cheerleader? Well, that’s another story and it involves another blog post :P Don’t forget to subscribe to my blog by entering your email address below if you want updates of my dancing lol

XD Love lots!
Dance Candy


Dec 7 2009

Red Ribbon Sulit for 130

Sunday morning… December 6

My mom’s birthday!

I woke up at 10 am :P and I went to Market Market to buy my lemons… I went at Red Ribbon to buy my mom a cake :P she loves the simple cakes at Red Ribbon ^_^

Anyway, while I was buying, I saw their menu… they have a set meal worth only PHP 120! The meal includes pasta, bread, drinks and a slice of their “cake of the day.” It got me hyper-salivating! :P and it’s only PHP 120! I chose to have an iced tea though that’s why I had to add PHP 10 more.

Red Ribbon Meal

Dulce de Leche – cake for the day

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Dec 5 2009

Happy Birthday Snow

mom cooks the best spaghetti :P

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