Today, went to a go-see with Vince… then ate at Iceberg… we didn’t take shots of the food because we were too hungry.

Busy month! It was full of events and meetings and everything else.

I also started attending go-sees

Bad on finance though, I had to ask help from mom…

I talked at DLSU for their LEAP.

Facilitated Jomar’s class and also spoke about my experience.

Today… the first day of March…

I went to a Go-See.  I took a bite on an invisible pizza

Then I went to metrowalk to look for costume for the Alice in Wonderland thingy.

lots of work to do still but all good

Feb 20, 2010

I went to Cebu for a Business Trip…

Feb22, 2010

Arrived back in Manila

Received the new Michael Antonio Kiley Pump shoes!

Feb 23, 2010

OMG the first professional photoshoot in my life

Heart’s palpitating… Feels like it’s being crushed… I don’t know why…

I envy people who can put logic to their emotions… who can explain what’s happening with their own selves… But often, I leave myself confused… Like my body is a stranger to my soul…

I try to be strong… to think like a guy… a guy doesn’t have drama… and doesn’t let emotions go their way… they put logic to everything…

… no matter how I try… sometimes… I’m just a girl… with a very delicate heart, and I don’t know what to do anymore to protect it…

It sometimes creep me out… but in some days… one thought stands out for the entire day…

Judd asked if I wanted to sing “You Ought to Know” by Alanis Morisette…

I was like… huh? what’s that song? “You ought to know by now… love is the look in my eyes…” that one? – I asked…

He said noooo….

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Then some girl sang it at rockeoke…

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I went home and Vince asked “Do you like Alanis Morisette?”

Sang at Rockeoke tonight… Poker Face wasn’t the song for me… Next time I’ll sing “Under the bridge” by Red Hot Chili Peppers or “Again” by Lenny Kravitz. Two girls sang “Sex on Fire”… I still like my rendition better IMHO.

Today, a bit sickly…

At night, got a bit emo from reading my friend’s blog from Romania…

Now, shall retire to sleep…

I’m done being the “Very understanding girlfriend”

I’m over pretending…

I can’t rush anymore,
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Have you ever been hurt before
Do you hate the person that hurt you?
Hate that person for making you never able to love someone else
losing the ability to love
but have you thought, when you’re hurt
the other person’s in more pain
You don’t know that she wants to find you
and she wants to say the phrase she couldn’t before
even if… the whole world objects. I want to be with you…

- Hi, My sweetheart

Closing time for the new year and what am I doing?

December 29, 2009

Supposedly my last day at the office.  I cried when my London counterpart called me to say “good luck” and “good bye.”  It didn’t sink in to me at first that I was leaving because I think I was still busy at work transitioning my process.
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Today, I plurked about a fan who wrote a blog post for me.  Then someone replied “crush ka lang nun.”

It made me wonder then, if I’m unpretty, would the world still love me?